Friday, January 15, 2010

I've Spent The Last Few Days Trying To Remember What Happened After They Were Born And i Really Don't Remember Much. What I Do Remember Is Them Saying That One Baby Was One Pound Nine Ounces And The Other Was Two Pounds One Ounce. My Heart Sunk And I Instantly Thought The Worst. They Are Too Small To Make IT. I Won't Ever See Them. It Sounds Horrible I know But I Was Still In Such A shock From Actually Having The Babies That All I Could Think About Was The Bad. I Was Speachless The Whole Time. I Couldn't Say Anything. I Just Laid there And Lokked At The Cieling Not Really Caring What They Did To Me. I Couldn't Stop Thinking About My Babies Being So Small And Thinking That They Would Never Live A Normal Healthy Life If They Even Made It. The Doctors Were In A Rush To Take Out My epidural Because My Blood Platelets Were So Low. The Next Day My Doctor Told Me That If They Would Have Waited Any Longer They Would Have Had To Put Me Under For The Surgery Because My Platlets Were Dropping So Quickly. I'm Not Sure When They Put It In My IV But They Put Me On Some Magnesium Sulfate I'm Still Not Sure Why But I Think It's For My Platlets. It Made Me Very Loopy And Not Feel Well. So The Last Thing I Remembered Was Them Wheeling Me In To The NICU And Them Telling Me That They Were Ok And That The Scale Was Off When they Weighed Them And that They Actually Weighed two pounds eleven And Two Pounds Twelve. I Felt Much Better About It. I Don't Even Remember Being Wheeled Out Of The NICU. Ron Apparently Went Home And Grabbed Some Things For Us So He Could Stay At Neil And Callens With Madison. The Next Thing I Remember Was Being woke Up Every Fortyfive Min To Check My Vitals. Anyone Who Has Stayed In The Hospital Knows How Annoying It Is To Be Woken Up.I Was Poked And Prodded Over And Over Again. They Had To Watch Me Very Closely For The First Twenty Four Hours Because It Is The Most Dangerous Time. My Blood Platlets Were Half Of What They Were The Day Before And i Did Not Feel Well! When They Would Check Me they Didn't Just Do The Normal Massage The Uterus, Blood Pressure Stuff. Along With All Of That They Had To Check My Reflexes In My knees And Some Nurses Would Check Them In My Wrists And Elbows As Well. They Would Take Off My Leg Compressers And Hand MAssage For A Min. That Is Quite Annoying. Ron Came Back Early The Next Afternoon With Some Clothes And Brushes. More Comming.....

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